mummi_ting

2007-01-18T23:17:00.000-08:00

************************************SP vs SMU********************************
yeah!!
we won 3-0
we beat them under 10
wahaha!!
the feeling was damn shiok
the big potato became smashed potato
ooppss!!
wahaha..

on mon, we vs NUS.
think it gonna be a tough fight
so sp gals let put in our best
but rmb one thing: don panic and get stress up
jux ta hao ni de qiu jiu ke yi le

i think my coughing was getting worse.
realli veri xin ku
someone help mi!

feeling veri tired and sick...... gonna go slp le.. nite to all my dearie!!

2007-01-16T23:57:00.000-08:00

SP vs SIM today

we won them 3-0 but our performance was damn lousy can say is like 'b' gals standard onli.
we were like under a spell sia. first ball not gd, receive not gd, spiking not gd then serve ball also not gd.. can say everything also jia lat..
aiyo, donnoe we happened to us.. zhen de shi shi hao shi huai.
but i really hope thu we r hao de..
cox SMU was quite sticky.
we mux really beat them down then our target is nearer le.
let's put in our bestest in the match!!
SP go! go! go!

everything has come to an end
if u realli think that way
i also don wanna explain anymore to u le
jux let it be ba
hope we are still friends
take gd care of urself

2007-01-15T00:43:00.000-08:00

today mi was having lab test and two quiz.
hmm, think overall ii can pass ba. :)
at least better than last semster. whaha..
my lesson ended around 3.50pm.
it was quite early
cox ii meet hui jun 5pm at FC3.
but heng, she release early
if not i will be bored to death

meet dao le ta
wo men jiu yi qi qu chi
yi pian chi yi pian shou hua
chi wan zhi huo
wo men jiu qu lian qui le

trg finished around 9.20pm
then we went to clementi and makan
talk and eat till 11pm plus
and by the time i reach home sweet home
is nearly 12 am le
damn late sia
and that wat i do today!! quite relax de..

today got one big new to report: SP guys WON TP guys!! 3-2
congra to them.
they finally take their revenge.
gong si gong si!!

ke shi duo mo xi wan yin de shi wo men.. hai..
the lucky fairy is not smiling at us..
tml SP vs SIM..
gals let's do our best!!
and i'm sure we can.. :)
jia you!! jia you!! jia you!!

misses my gals lots: prem, wendy, cherryn, dawn, li shan, jing ting, dino..
mi wanna play bball with u all..
if not shopping, i mean for prem and lishan cox they don play ball
let's find one day play bball and shopping ba!!
take care gals!!

2007-01-14T22:25:00.000-08:00

hmm, sudden feel like blogging. so here i am..
for the past three days nth much happened
but i heard something BAD!! haiz...
don wanna mention it.
starting, heard le is damn du lan
but now don wanna give a damn about it.
they gong they song.
so jux let them be ba.

today stay at home for the whole day.
cox no where to go
do my GEMs assignment
and now i gonna study for my test tml
sian, mi donone anything
tml die le lah
may god bless mi pass the test

i have made up my mind

2007-01-11T17:12:00.000-08:00

HEY GUYS!! I'M BACK..
sorry for not updating my blog!!
cox i was damn damn LAZY!! haha..
recently did happened quite alot of things..
you bu kai xin de ye you bu kai xin de..

well, mi talk about wat happened ytd ba..
as usual, mi went to sch for lessons.
JAVA lecture followed by DCS pratical..
the lessons ended damn early sia..
around 11.15pm ii was free to go le..
cox there was no GEMS lesson.. wahaha.

after lessons, mi and my friends went to FC4 makan.
finished eating, we stay there and play cards.
we played till 1pm..
then, mi and hexer went to clementi and play pool.
anyways, thanks hexer for company mi. :)
we have a great time playing pool. haha..
we played till 3.10pm and mi faster rushed back to sch.
cox SP gals got meeting at 3.30pm.
and it was regarding our first match against TP!!

our DA JIE TOU~ hui jun prepared some stuffs for us..
she do a powerpoint slide, let us watch vcd(slam dunk) and you tube(attack no.1)
her purpose was to boost up our confidence and let us put in our best effort and beat down TP!!
but... hai.. we still LOSE to them..
SADDENING!!
anyway, mi realli wan to thanks hui jun for her hard work. xin ku ni le!! we appreicated it.. :)
SP gals, let's forget about the match and look forwards to the coming matches ba..
!!GAMBATTE!!

ps: hui jun don blame urself kk.. it was not ur fault.. do cheer up!! realli hope ur hand can recover faster!! mi will be praying for u.. whaha..
WE NEED U BADLY WOR!! do take gd care of urself.. :)

my love life sux
back to singlehood
maybe is the right choice
feeling tired le
so irriating and confused

2006-12-15T11:42:00.000-08:00

YEAH!! i'm finally 18 years old.. waited for this day damn long le.. wahaha.. then i can da da fang fang de go clubbing and need not wait till UNDERAGE PARTY.. hehe..
i can say that this year is the best birthday that i ever have!! it was really a memorable 18th birthday for mi..
thanks for ur presents nn spending urs time celebrating my birthday.. i appericated it alots!! zhen de shi ai shi ni men le.. MUACKIEE..
i also want to give a big big hug&kiss to my poly mates (keli,tidus,hexer,henghui)!! thanks for going to 313 coffeshop for celebrating my birthday although u all live far from smb.. THANKS!!

MESSAGE for:
ah sheng
prem
jin kwang
kok howe
liting
yongwei
jason
cherryn
xian zheng
uncle aka lao dou

THANKS for the cake.. iloveit!! whaha.

hope all my wishes will come true!! :)
may god bless all my dearie friends..
thanks for everything u all have done for mi.. love ya..
and not forgeting those ppl hu have send their birthday regards to mi..
suddenly i felt so xin fu.. wahaha..

2006-12-10T17:30:00.000-08:00

ii sincerely hope u will change for the better!! it was great that u realised ur mistake le. i dare admit that ii really hate u that much when those things happened.. but now those bad feeling was fading away.. hmm.. ii can say if we were to be back friends again, it might be diffcult. required lots of time n courage. well, jux hope u don ever repeat those mistakes again.. :)

but ii wan u to noe something.
Do you noe that
you really break
our hearts .
last time we used to noe
de eryu was gone!!
donone why u will
become like this.
but ii realli hope u will change back
to the same old you..

[i strongly agree with wat prem say

we shall put a full stop to it now n forever

we also don wish to see all of us living in hatred for one another

it was realli painful and saddening]

wordsforben

ii noe u r feeling terrible now

but do look on the bright side

forget about all the past

and carry on with ur life happily

take care ba, eryu!!

ifagalcriedforu

2006-12-10T12:25:00.000-08:00

if a gal cried infront of u,
it means that she couldn't take it anymore.
if u take her hand,
she will stay with u for the rest of your life;
if u let her go,
she couldn't go back to herself anymore.

A gal wont cry easily,
expect infront of the person
who she loves most,
she become weak.

A gal wont cry easily,
only when she loves u the most,
she put down her ego.

Guys, if a gal cries because of u,
please hold her hand firmly,
she's the one who would stay
with u for the rest of your life.

Guys, if a gal cries because of u,
please dont give her up,
maybe because of ur decision,
u ruin her life.

when she cry infront of u,
when she cry because of u,
look into her eyes,
can u see and feel the pain and hurt she's feeling?

THINK.
which other gal have cried
with pure sincerity,
infront of u
and because of u?
she cry not because she is weak,
she cry not because she want sympathy or pity,
she cry,
because crying silently is no longer possible,
the pain,hurt, and agony
have become too big a burden to be kept inside.

GUYS,
think about it,
if a gal cry her heart out to u,
and all because of u,
its time to look back on wat u have done,
only u will know the answer to it.

Do consider it,
cause one day,
it may be too late for regrets
it may be too late to say "i'm sorry"

To my friends:
dont do this to a gal,
u may regret for the rest of your ife,
maybe in ur life,
she's the only one that LOVE U THE MOST!!

2006-12-10T02:04:00.000-08:00

OOoo.. today is my mummie's BIRTHDAY!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MUM..
but we didnt buy any present for her.. shit man!!
nvm, miii will give her my love and concern.. wahaha.. then she will be happy le.. :)

mii was back to blogging again.. for the past few days, ii was so lazy so didnt give a damn abt it!!
jing ar!! u also didnt update, still say mi huh.. hehe..
ytd went to sch for vball elective in the morn but ii was LATEoh my gosh.. ii shu reach there by 10am but ii reached there around 10.40am.. sorry ah niu.. wo bu !! shi gu yi yao chi dao de.. cox ii woke up around 9 am plus.. so sorry!! and also, sorry for not being a gd parnter// assistance coach!! today was the last lesson of the elective le.. nn they will be having test for this coming week!! jia you wor!! wish u all gd luck..

after the elective, mii, jia yi, jia hui nn fong tai went to clementi and makan.. ta jie shao xiao wan mee to us.. wa, indeed it was yummy!! next time go there eat the noodles again.. oyishi nia!! we were damn bored. finished eating, we still stay at coffeeshop and watch tv(yong bu yan bai).. a veri funni or so called"lame" show.. haha. after that , we went to arcade and kill our time.. play n play n play.. time past realli fast nn we play till 5 pm plus.. then, we jux went straight hm..

mi reach hm around 6.20pm.. then, ii bath-watch tv-play com.. nn that was what ii do everyday when i was at hm.. no life rite!! BORED.. mii rot till 11pm sia.. after that, meet jing, him and ah piao.. we went to c.w.p nn watch movie-open season.. it was a funni movie!! hmm, i shall grade it [7/10].. the show last for about one nn a half hours..
finished watching, we jux went back hm sweet hm. nn that the end of my day!! haha.. realli enjoy juw now!! :)

nite nite to him
slp tight
ZZZzzzzz

2006-12-05T10:56:00.000-08:00

aiyo~our sp gals team rr having probs Probs PROBS!! hai.. allso, donone yy we become like this.. hopefully, for the next few trg, we can change back to our ownself.. cox we still got one more month to our IVP.. jia you ba!! SP volleyball GALS.. let's strive realli hard to our goal!! GAMBATTA!!

thinking of u!!
see ya in 3 days time!!

2006-12-03T12:15:00.000-08:00

ytd was a fun day!! mii, ah sheng, prem, jin kwang, jason, james, hong whye and his gf went to vivo city.. we reach there around 4 pm plus. although vivo city is big, but there's nth to shop de. so sian. then we jux went there makan. yuckx, the fishball noodles bu hao chi de.. waste my money.. ARGH!! after that, we went to Parklane and play pool.but mi and prem went to play arcade.. it has been a long time that ii diidnt see her le.. great to see her and we chat alots.. :)misses those days!! we played till 8pm plus. then we went to eat beancurd.. yummy.. it was damn smooth and nice..
finished eating, we walked to bugis. though of going there walk walk, but it was quite late le. so we jux took bus(no.980) back to smb. we went 313 makan and find uncle.. in between, cherryn come find us.. as usual, we play poker card and played till midnite. after that, went to canberra park and slack.. we tok, laugh and play. it was so FUN!!
went hm swt hm at 3.20am.. Yawns.. feeling tired..

everything start on 2 dec
i'm double now!!
may god bless us...

2006-12-01T13:52:00.000-08:00

OOoO.. he iis botak!! ta hen yandao ba?? wahaha..
ANG mO REn LEi!!

this iis my current BOYFRIEND!! wahaha.
COOL hor..

2006-12-01T13:35:00.000-08:00

the photos were taken ytd after our presentation, but it was half of our class onli.. if got chance, ii will take the class photo!! well, in the photo, there are top three guys which ii think are not bad.. wahaha.. try nn spot it ba.. but those three guys were smaller than mii.. too bad!! KIDDING!! play play onli.. hehe..

half of my class people onli!!

can u spot the top three gd looking guys?? haha

white VS black.. he quite gd looking too!! wahaha..

2006-12-01T13:00:00.000-08:00

heyhey.. mi was back again.. wa.. finally felt much relax now!! cox my presentation was over.
whenever there was presentation, i will feel damn nervous and i scared ii cant speak well..
well, reflecting my performance ytd: ii think mii was still alright, BUT speak too fast!! each person need to speak for 6 mins but ii jux speak for nearly to four mins.. oh my gosh!! then ii was minus two marks.. nvm, at least my presentation was not that bad. then okie le.. haha..

after class, mii, tidus, keli, sebas and chairman went to PS makan nn play.. aiyo, think PS is going to be my second hm le. cox whenever our class is over, we jux went straight there and play arcade..
hai, donnoe wat happened to hexer?? he seem not rite!! hmm, jux hope he iis okie ba..

reach hm sweet hm around 9 pm plus, feeling not well.. damn suay lor, today cant go swimming. hai.. sad day for mi.. also, donone wat time i will be going out!! waiting..waiting..waiting..

2006-11-28T00:00:00.000-08:00

now mii was damn free, so decided to blog.. well, wat ii did jux now??
simply iis reach sch around 11am.. supposed to be 8am, but ii was damn tired so mii skip the first class. after that have my math lesson for three hrs-lecture followed by tutorial..
today finally get back my result.. haiz... mi pass with veri bad grade.. SIAN!! mii aim for a 60 above but ii get 53.5 marks onli.. when ii see the score, realli sian dao.. forget it, mi shall work even harder for the semster exam cox the weightage iis 60%.. damn lots sia.. mi wan jia alot alot of you le.. haha..
class finshed at 4pm.. then mi, tidus and hexer go makan at foodcourt 4. after that, mi went for vball trg!! today didnt played well during trg.. saddening!! aiyo, huang yuting buck up ar!! jia you for IVP!! trg ended around 9 pm plus then mii jux went straight hm sweet hm.. feeling veri tired...

2006-11-27T09:25:00.000-08:00

??What is lovE??
love is when u have someone that u can imagine being with forever. they make u feel good nn happy to be around. and when uu r apart, you will spend ur time imaging wat u 2 will do together next. someone hu can make uu laugh, cry nn even scared u alittle cox u like them so much. love is when u can be anywhere in the world but u choose to be with that one special person. where all of the break-ups and bad things that had happened suddenly dont matter anymore cox it led to u that person.

now my heart iis getting sick of relation le.
starting iis u the one hu give mi the light
but now uu are also the one hu slowly blowing off the light
ii realli donnoe wat uu rr thinking/doing
ii jux cant feel the care from uu
ii am confused
ii realli donnoe wat to do
think ii will jux leave it all to fate
"if we r meant to be together, we will"
" but if we r not, ii will jux choose to let go!!"
cox ii don wish to step into another painful relation again
it hurts lots!! :(

2006-11-26T14:18:00.000-08:00

ytd donnoe can said iis sian or fun for mii!! in the morn mii went to spore poly cox mii was having elective!! starting, there was onli one person came.. then she said 2 more friends were coming later. so together there was onli 3 coming.. so we though of ending the session earlier.. but out of sudden five more ppl came.. so elective mux resumed till 1pm.. *sian diao* but during the session it was quite fun, so worth it.. wahaha.
this is my first time teaching ppl how to play vball.. is diff but fun!! somemore, if i not wrong, still can earn money sia.. hehe.. MONEY!! MONEY!! mii wan *money*!! nowaday spend quite alot of money.. saddening.. my bank iis going to broke le.. :(

after elective, mii went back to smb nn meet him for lunch!! hmm.. eat le, sit for awhile then go.. hai.. then he went to meet his friend.. erm.. to mi, his friends were forever first.. really don like this feeling, but ii think ii jux let nature takes its course ba!! now, ii leave everything to fate le..
" ru guo shi wo de jiu shi wo de" so ii will jux wait nn see ba.. hehe..

so, mii jux went hm.. stay at hm and slack.. slack till 10 pm plus, he msg mii and said that he cant go watch movie.. cox his mum was sick nn he need to pei her go see doc.. although, when ii hear it, ii was feeling not gd.. but, ii can ti liang de.. wahaha.. mum iis more impt ma, somemore, she iis sick.. so afterall, ii was feeling alright ba..

then mii call jia sheng nn ask him wan to go out anot cox ii stay at hm till wan rot le. after lots of discusion, we went to DXO!! cox iis underage party.. wahaha.. got mii, ah sheng, yong wei nn sam.. make mii rmb when we were in sec 1.. this iis also my first time going clubbing with them.. starting was quite boring, but later it was much more better!! marcus was in DXO too.. so, the five of us went dancing together. it was fun!! we danced with his friendds too..
the party ended at 3 am plus.. then, we went to geylang nn makan the most famous frog congee.. it was really damn yummy!! finished eating, we walked to kallang mrt station, but it was not open yet nn mii was damn tired!! so we went to take cab.. there was five of us!! so wan to take a cab iis damn diff. think we asked abt three cab le, they jux say no.. then, marcus nn sam went to wait for mrt nn the three of us take cab home..

wo xian zai
bu zi dao
ru he shi
hao..
shou yi wo
liu gei lao
tian an pai..

2006-11-23T11:22:00.000-08:00

finally mi was back to blog le..for the past few days, mii was busy like hell.. doing project, homework nn having trg!! so STRESS!!
but now, the stress is GONE.. wahaha.. feels so relax now. :)
today as usual, having class at 8am. when i reach the class, wat ii see was totally darkness.. i though wat happened?? why cher didnt swtich on the light?? haha.. actually is power failure!!
therefore we have no choice but to go to nxt class. we ended our class one hr early cox 9am got other class coming. then we went to foodcourt 3 and prepare for our presentation. after that, we went for math class at 10am. we finshed class at 11am, then we went to t21(business block) cox our presentation was located there. we were damn nervous nn stress cox we haven even finished doing our slides!! we keeping rushing, rushing n rushing... damn tired!!
finally the presenation has started.. we were the last group to present... but in the end, we didnt present today, due to lack of time!! wahaha.. i can say is a gd sign cox i will have more time preparing myself for the speech. i hope ii can do better!! after the presentation, we went for nxt class-DCS lecture.. i was jux playing com.hehe.. bad girl!!
finally, our class ended. but, i sudden realise my adapter was missing!! shit, i left it in the class room. so SUAY !! then we went back to t21 again.. it was damn far, but i have no choice.. for my sake of adapter, i need to go back nn check whether it is still around.. luckily, cher found it.. however, the cher hu keep my adapter went hm le.. hai.. sian.. so, mi jux have to wait for his call.. hope he will call mi soon!! if not ii cant open my lappy cox it was low batt... :(
we went to hougang mall nn makan together with hexer's brothers too.. finished eating, we went to hougang plaza nn play pool. but mi n keli didnt play at all, jux simply sit down there watching them play.. hehe.. wa, the atmosphere there was great nn their songs were great too!! next time we can go there play, jux that a bit too far.. they played till 9 pm plus and we went hm sweet hm!! feeling so tired nn my whole body was aching!! if someone can help mi massage, that GREAt.. wahaha.

thinking of someone
hope to see him soon
misses ya

2006-11-19T10:37:00.000-08:00

hai.. ytd till now was feeling damn moody.. feeling was jux not right.. someone help mi!!
.........................................................................................................................................................
it killing mi!! wat to do???

2006-11-19T00:54:00.000-08:00

today was a moody day for mi..... :(

2006-11-13T12:44:00.000-08:00

hmm.. ii don noe u guys got read this before-" the four people i will meet in my life" so ii decided to share it with all of uu. It says that there are four people we will meet in life.

ONE-yourself
TWO-someone u liked
THREE-someone hu liked uu
FOUR-someone whom u know uu will spend the rest of ur life with.

What strike mii most is this line:" when u find out that ur lover doesnt love u anymore, will uu let him or her go or try to keep him or her by ur side, then if u still like the person, then u should let the person go and wish that the person will find TRUE LOVE. if u try to keep him or her by ur side, it goes to show that uu dont like the person nn then uu have no rights to keep that person.. . how true... LOVE is not abt POSSESSION....... sometime it's abt LETTING GO...

So which person have u met so far?? One whom u liked?? Or one whom likes u alots but the question is:" Do u like the person too??" Often the person u liked doesnt really like uu nn sometime it's vice versa. It is often quite sad that the fourth u found iis not really the person u like.... but u have grown used to that preson's presence and so allow him or her to stay by ur side...

Let's hope that we will all find true love one day!!

there was a website which i found that the love story was damn touching.. make sure ur tears will rolled!! haha.. but i can say it waas damn long.. [www.cabucojuice.com/sad.html]

2006-11-11T12:30:00.000-08:00

these photos are taken at the last day of POLITE!!
everyboday say cheers!!!!!!!

combination of gals nn guys team..

*sP gals team*

*sP guys team*

2006-11-10T00:55:00.000-08:00

mii found this story quite meaningful so ii decided to share this story with all of u.. :)

**LOVE means SACRIFICE**

LOVE means saCRifiCe, so think before uu fall in love..
STORY: there was a blind man hu used to hate everyone.
except his girlfriend.

he always used to say that i'll marry uu if i could see.

suddenly one day someone donated the eyes.

when he saw his girlfriend he was astonished to see that she was also BLIND.

his girlfriend then ask will uu marry mi NOW??

surprisingly. he simply refused.

his girlfriend took her own life after writing a letter saying:

"jux take gd care of MY eyes"

love means sacrifice
so think before
falling in love.

2006-11-09T00:34:00.000-08:00

mii wake up damn early in the morn which was around 7am becox mii was going to SPCA with my poly friends for CIP.. then, ii was beri beri de tired cox ii reach hm 4 am plus nn ii jux slept for nearly two hrs. damn ****ing tired!!

morn till noon.. mii was in the SPCA helping them do work.. think we worked for abt 5 hrs.. nn we took lots of photos sia.. but too bad, it was not with mi.. so cant let u all see.. left the place at 2.30pm ba. then mii went to meet those CRAZY NYP vballers.. wahaha..

mii meet them at bishan mrt.. at first, they say go watch movie but in the end also didint watch.. (=.=)''' then we went to SWENSEN nn eat. but ii didnt eat anything cox mei you wei kuo.. finished eating their foods, we went to CHOMG CHOMG.. i think which iis quite popular..
we rr having lots of fun at there sia.. nn we took lots of picx which uu can see from below..

i think this was the first time ii took picx with them.. esp with yin tong, yong sheng nn blackie.. ii was realli having a great time whenever ii was with them. how ii wish ii was NYP STUDENT.. but, it was jux impossible.. nvm.. at least mii still got go out nn joke around with them.
tired le.. so ii shall stop here.. if wanna noe more, jux ask mi ba.. lazy to type le.. nite, my friend..

2006-11-08T23:56:00.000-08:00

2006-11-07T01:33:00.000-08:00

can anyone tell mii how to cure coughing?? mii wanna cough my lungs out le lah.. realli damn xin ku.. anyone can help mi??

ii think ii am
falling in love..

2006-11-07T00:54:00.000-08:00

POLITE had finally come to an end.. hai.. too bad, our ending was not beautifull. we lose to TP 3-2.. nn it was donnoe how many years ii got second le.. damn sad.. but everything was jux over le.. nvm, let's try harder next time ba.. :)
the good thing was that we put up a great fight with them.. can see that, we did put in lots of efforts.. that wat ii was happy abt.. nvm... still got IVP which is much more exciting.. looking forward to IVP..

2006-11-05T14:52:00.000-08:00

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2006-11-05T14:22:00.000-08:00

mii haven been blogging for few days le.. cox mi was damn LAZy!! haha..
for the past few days nth much happened.. mii was having great time for past few days.
jux that, mii fall sick le.. sian.. always fall sick when ii was having final.. nn ii think it have been happened for quite a few times le.. aiyo.. damn suay. but heng that ii don have fever!!

tml iis final le..(SP vsTP).. feeling so excited!! cant wait for the match to come.. MII wan GET GOLD MEDAL.. haha.. hope my wish realli come true.. let's jia you ba!! gold medal, mii will be waiting for u.. haha.. mi will update again.. stop here le.. :)

2006-10-31T15:04:00.000-08:00

mii was feeling damn boring during lecture so mii went to blog.. those pics were taken during helen's birthday party de.. sian.. bu xiang ting ke..

2006-10-31T15:01:00.000-08:00

the three of them rr my baobei men.. ai shi ta men le!!

mii nn qini nn helen nn bixia

we rr the crazy gals!!

mii..bixia..pei ling..sin ce..nn two of their friends..(forget their name le) haha..

thiis is my best dearie friend (bixia) since primary sch.. jux simply loves her lots!!

2006-10-30T23:54:00.000-08:00

today we have match with NP.. we did won them 3-0.. but overall, our performance was damn jia lat.. we nearly lost one set to them which was realli terrible. the score was like 23-25.. hai~ ii noe all of us wanted to win.. jux that there is still smt missing in our team.. maybe iis team spirit or...... mi also donone..
myself reflection for the match:today mii wasnt playing that well too.. ii think ii was a bit in the wonderland ba.. also dononoe why.. jux that the feeling was not right. hai.. then my first ball nn fang shou were damn suckzz sia.. so whenever ii was in the hou pai, ii have no confidence at all.. wat ii scared was that the ball will fly away.. omg!! wat happened to mi?? mii realli need to fan xin. mii die die wish to get the champ!! but donnoe if we can get it?? somemore, this year iis hui jun last year.. mi wanna play out my best for her nn get champ..

SP gals team, let's buck up nn work damn hard towards our goal ba.. if we realli strive hard, ii believe we can achieve it de.. jia you wor~ :)

2006-10-29T21:45:00.000-08:00

"If i could have jux one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of ur breath on my neck,
the warmth of ur lips on my cheek,
the touch of ur fingers on my skin,
and the feel of ur heart beating with mine..
Knowing that i could never find that feeling
with anyone other then uuu."

hmm.. ixxit the love poem iis nice??
this poem iis for my future bf de.. haha..
hu will he be lei?
.............still finding.........

2006-10-29T19:15:00.000-08:00

today did nth much.. stay at hm till 4pm plus. then stupid wei jie called mi, ask mi go down. mi though wat happened, so go down meet him.. wa liao..actualli he wan mi pei him go hm. IDIOT.. waste my time. but, in the end also got pei him go hm.. haha..
wa.. his house was nice sia.. his hse iis full of mirrors.. like where u walk also can see mirror.. we watched tv for a while then went to eat.. he is realli beri ma fan sia.. argh!! still need to go till sp nn take money.. hai mi sweat..
finished eating, we went to yan jing shop cox he wanna make spec.. then avis called mi.. he was at mrt station. so mi tell him that ii went over there to meet him.. but he say meet mi at 7 11.. so mii n eddie wait for him outside 7 11. after abt 5 mins ba, he came.. then the three of us went hm sweet hm..

2006-10-29T14:47:00.000-08:00

ytd mii went to lots of places..
1. sun plaza to meet avis.. we jux meet up for chatting.. then mi went off around 1.20pm..
2.dhoby ghaut to find hexer.. he was in the arcade. mi also went in nn play bball.. wa! my score iis 304.. first time score so high.. pro lei.. haha..
3.city hall to meet up with keli nn tidus.. hexer also wan to go there to repair his lappy.. then mii was damn suay cox mii step on the cement.. OMG!! if the guy didnt call mi, then nth will happened.. aiyo.. SUAy.. after that, mii n hexer went to eat pastamania. he treat mii.. wahaha. save my money. so shiok!!
4.changi(where tidus hse iis loacted) veri far rite.. but no choice cox onli his hse got those computer equipments. stay for abt 1 hr plus nn i need to go le.
5.east coast park for helen's(pri sch mate) birthday party.. have a great time there.. her poly friends were realli fun nn friendly. finally, saw bi xia, helen nn qini.. it was since a long time iii didnt meet them le.. felt so happy to see them. wahaha. then we took photos nn chit chat. left at 1.30am..
6.khatib went to meet js..
7. finally, ii was back to my hm sweet hm!!

lastly, mii wanna congra KELI n TIDUs.. :) hope u 2 realli can last wor~ wish u 2 all the best.. take care, friends..

2006-10-27T02:11:00.000-07:00

ii believe to some ppl, love iis sweet.. cox this iis wat they rr having whiich those singles cant sense it.. :)

however many ppl will also say that love equal to pain.. cox they rr once a victim hu kanna hurt by love.. :(

2006-10-27T01:41:00.000-07:00

hai~ today alots of things happened.. saddening to hear those news even though it doesnt concern abt mi.. but ii jux felt sad for my dearie friends.. first matter iis regarding my poly friend(hexer), other iis sabrina nn lastly iis jia sheng.. hai.. ii can say that, their problems are abt the same.. all iis kanna trouble by love..

LOVE iis realli a headache.. many pl wei le ai er ku dao yao shi yao huo!! but, can u all go nn think... izzit worth it to cry over a bastard or bitch.. hai.. when ii see my friends like that, iit remind mii of my past.. SADDENING.. ii hope that my history wun repeat again.. after those incidents, ii try to tell myself to be hard nn not soft-hearted.. cox if ii was, think the percen of getting hurt again iis high..OOOh.. i don wan!! SCARED..

well, jux wanna tel my baobeisSs men.. do treasure ur loved ones. nn don regret when uu have made the decision..

rmb... happiness is the most impt factor in ur life wor~ :)
wo zhi xiang kan dao da jia kai kai xin xin zai yi qi.. ke yi ma??

2006-10-24T23:29:00.000-07:00

tml, we(SP) will be having our first match.. SP vs RP.. nn thiis iis the first time, we play POLITE together as a team.. hope all of us, will play out our best nn work towards our goal.. let's jia you ba, SP!!
jia YOU.. JIa yOU..JIA yoU..

2006-10-24T22:45:00.000-07:00

mii wake up around 12 plus today.. have my lunch then start using my com.. BUT, my mummi ask mi to do hse work.. sian.. first iis sweep floor, second iis wash the dishes, third iis fold clothes nn lastly iis hanging the wet clothes.. omg!! ii was like a maid, help her do the hse work, jux becox she said she have no time, need to go out liao.. wa liao.. do untill ii sweat sia..
then mii meet dino at 7 11 cox mii pei her go smb shop nn buy dog food. after that, went back to her hse.. mii went to play with the dog.. it was damn active sia.. DOGs rr so cute. but too bad, ii cant yang cox mum don let.. :( then, meet chucky 5pm at 322.. the three of us went to play bball. kokping they all were there too.. have a great time playing bball.. play till veri tired cox mii keep jumping nn jumping. wahaha.. at abt 7 plus, we went to 359 play cox today there will be uncle playing full court. then, we play till 9 plus nn went hm sweet hm.. wat a tring day man!!

2006-10-24T03:20:00.000-07:00

horaay!! mii finally got the photo from michelle le.. thiis iis a pic with my japan IDOL~~ arakaki MAI.. happy!! hehe.. missess her lots.. :D hope she doing veri well in japan..

2006-10-22T23:45:00.000-07:00

ii was damn guai today, cox ii stay at hm nn DO MY TUTORIAL!! but, of cox got break lah.. hehe.. meet avis in the noon for lunch.. then we watched vcd~ helen the baby fox.. the show was so touching till ii cried sia.. aiyo, so malu to let him see ii cried.. finished wacthing, he went to meet ah mao.. then, mii was alone at hm.. sian.. so, ii continue doing my tutorial.. mi do till now, also haven finished sia cox got lots of qns to do nn some ii need lots of time to figure out.. aiyo, headache!! mii do till my neck veri suan.. kk.. now, mii abt to go slp le.. yawnzz.. so tired....

2006-10-21T12:27:00.000-07:00

mii wanna thankx my di, hexer.. cox he actualli came smb nn teach mii math although he was sick.. if ii noe he was sick, then ii wont ask him to come over le.. felt so guitly.. so, mi brought him liang cha for coughing de.. he iis a gd teacher.. teaches mii till ii noe how to do le. but, mii got a veri big prob~ careleness!! so, ii mux always double check my work sia.. mon got quiz, then ii will jia you nn score well.. so mii wun let his efforts go to wastes.. hehe..
thankx hexer!!

2006-10-19T21:55:00.000-07:00

today my mood was not feeling gd.. maybe iis cox of friendship probs ba.. hai.. nvm. mii also don wanna think much abt it. jux let nature take its course ba.. :) happy jiu hao..

today start class at 8am.. as usual, mii will late abt 10-15 mins.. ooO.. on my way to sch, ii saw mr tang wei jie.. damn suan lor, early in the morn saw a stupid guy.. wahaha.. kidding..mii reach sch around 8.20am nn study till 11am.. after that, some of us decided to SKIP CLASSES: oral communicaiton nn lecture..

then mii meet mr tang.. he come sp find mi.. ii bring him to food court 4 makan.. he was damn stupid lor. donnoe where to buy food.. bu gui is toot ar. hehe. finished eating, ii bring him to tour around sp cox he is a mountain turtle never been to sp b4 .. :P the weather was damn hot nn mii was sweating like a pig sia.. cant tar han.. so, we went to library for air-con nn kill our time.. we borrowed a dvd but we cant watch cox the dvd stations were either occupied or spoil.. argh..DAMN suan!! but we still continue to stay in the library cox of the stupid hot weather.. so we went to find a place nn rest.. then, we started to play lame game.. wahaha.. crazy taxi nn mini golf.. aiyo, he was lousy. alway lost to mi.. hey!! try harder next time lah!! wahaha. we play till 4pm plus nn left sp cox mii went to nyp to watch vball match.. then he went hm..

meet shan for dinner at fj nn went straight to watch match after eating.. mii watched the match till wan slp.. think ii was too tired le ba so went hm sweet hm at abt 8pm plus.. first time so early reach hm sia.. so that simply what ii do today!!

watt ii wanna do
iis enjoy my life
to the fullest!!

2006-10-15T13:35:00.000-07:00

we took rebounce train back to smb.. then jux nice cherryn called mi nn we meet at marina mrt. finally saw her le.. cox ii think haven seen her for abt one month le ba.. so, the four of us took mrt back to smb.. then mii meet avis at smb mrt cox we rr going to watch movie.. think iis called wat robin hood de ba.. got the cute little baby de.. the movie was damn funni nn mii was laughing like mad woman.. i gave 9/10.. veri worth to watch the movie. we watched the movie till 1 plus.. ooo.. avis iis getting more muscular le.. wahaha.. finshed watching, we went to mac to meet dino, wei liang nn ziwei.. we tok for a while then we went to 313 coffeeshop makan.. then saw jin kwang, jia sheng, ben, yong wei nn uncle.. it was since a long time ii didnt see them le.. went to tok with uncle for few mins.. nn he always say: "when bring mii go out play???" wahaha.. aiyo, he was damn funni at times.. after toking craps, we went hm around 4 plus in the morn.. mii was damn tired so when i reach hm, mii jux went straight to bed..

being single iis great
jux that sometime
will miss having a bf

2006-10-15T12:25:00.000-07:00

ytd mii was having a great day.. miii pei eddie go buy his bag nn shoes.. at first we was heading to ochard but after that we change our mind nn decided to go VIVO city( new shopping mall). ooo.. the mall was damn big nn nice.. bigger then suntec city!! it was crowded with lots of ppl sia.. somemore, i think it was a veri ideal place for dating.. wahaha.. if can, when ii got bf.. hmm.. can consider go there romance!! haha..
this is my first time going out with eddie.. kinda feels weird at first.. but in the end. mii was having fun toking with him.. he was a veri lame person lor..

when we reach VIVO city.. the first thing we do is to find fOOD!! cox we r damn hungry.. but he wanted to go atm first.. we walk here nn there also cant find atm machine.. the mall was jux too big nn also we donnoe where the machine iis located at.. so we when to ask the information counter nn we finally found it.. after that, we went to PASTAMANIA makan.. the food was oyishi.. finished eating, we went to find bag nn shoes.. we walked le many many times nn he finally found it.. he brought a pair of ADIDAS SHOE NN a PUMA BAG.. cox him a bomb..hehe.. then we went outside the mall.. the view was nice nn it was damn cooling..the place where ii say iis an ideal place for dating.. from there, can see sentosa, cable car nn other beautiful sights.. the lightings were beautiful too.. we sat down nn chit chat for quite a long time.. we tok lots of thing esp boy gal relation matter.. nn mii was having a great time toking with him..

after that, we went to 7-11 nn buy water.. then we went to playground there nn rest.. there was lots of children playing sia.. they were damn cute nn active.. we also went to play sia.. mii stand on a thing then eddie turned mii round nn round.. veri giddy... also mii was damn paiseh cox quite alot of ppl were watching. then when iis eddie turn, a xiao mei mei help him turn sia.. aiyo.. realli is xiao mei mei killer.. so small also kill.. wahaha.. after playing, we went back to the mall walked walked for a while then go back smb.. we left mall at abt 9 pm plus..

2006-10-12T01:36:00.000-07:00

today go my da gu hse for returning his luaggue then went to ah ma hse..
meet ah siao nn rena cox we going to ochard to buy our blood circulation..omg!! the thing cox us 52 bucks each!! damn expensive but we like it alot so we jux bought it.. my xin so tong lor.. wahaha.. after that, went to sp trg.. the trg was realli tough today.. train till my legs damn suan lor.. but ii prefer this way cox POLITE iis coming le.. mux work realli hard now.. finished trg around 9.15pm ba.. then went to clementi eat.. lastly de wen drove us to chua chu kang mrt nn we took mrt hmm.. that the end of my wednesday!!

realli long time didnt gather with these ppl( wendy, prem, cherryn, jin kwang, ben, xian zheng nn yuan huai).. hmm, hope we can meet up one day nn tok cock.. if not la liang also can.. wahaha.. take care guys!! misses ya lots too.. :)

2006-10-12T01:30:00.000-07:00

ii misses my ARAKAKI MAI!!
misses her realli lots.. she iis my japan idol..
mii wanna learn japanese languge..

2006-10-12T00:45:00.000-07:00

finally i'm back from thailand le.. got alot alot of exciting things happened.. really enjoy the trip lots nn lots.. but still need to do reflection.. sian.. like writing compo sia.. lazy to think nn write.. but no choice mux hand in by friday.. cox we will be meeting mr cai nn coach for so called celebrating ba.. at yio chu kang.. waiting for the day to come too..

iif wanna noe wat ii do in thailand for past 2 weeks.. feel free to ask mii.. cox iis impossible for mi to write all the things in the blog.. damn long sia.. hehe.. mii will be veri le yi to tell u de!! but watt ii can say iis mostly everyday iis trg nn competition..

2006-10-07T13:50:00.000-07:00

all my dearie guys nn gals..
mummii will be coming back on tue(10.10.06)
reach spore around 7.45pm..
see uu all soonn..
missess uu all lots n lots..
take care wor!!
muackiee..

2006-09-29T01:36:00.000-07:00

still left 10 more hrs nn ii flying to thai le.. OO.. iit was damn fast.. feeling excited!! cant imagine wat we will be doing there.. i guess iis jux trg, match, trg, match.. nn hope there iis really having peace now!! mii scared.. wahaha..

well, all myy dearie friends do take care of urself hor.. nn mux misses mi.. cox ii will miss uu all de.. if can, ii will try to call back to spore.. esp on the day 9th of oct.. wahaha.. guess onli jing will noe.. kk.. take care, guys.. :) loves ya lots..

as for jing: ii noe uu will be feeling terrible.. but, really hope that uu can overcome it.. do cheer up kk.. don worry miii will buy presentSss for u de kk!! loves nn misses ya lots!! to mii, uu rr always mine best teammate nn parnter.. :)

2006-09-27T00:27:00.000-07:00

today was the second day of sch reopen.. i can say it iis quite fun.. can meet friends again nn tok cock with them.. today lesson ended at 4pm.. then the ten of us went to marina square watch movie.. movie: JOHN TUCKER MUX DIE.. ooo.. zhen de hen zhi de kan.. it was damn funni. ii was laughing like hell.. if can, i don mind watch it again.. hehe.. after the movie, we jux went straight hm cox tmll still got sch..

tml mii will be going for GEMs le.. hope got many cute or handsome guys in my class.. wahaha.. mii fa hua zhi again liao.. kk.. mii go play my msn le.. :)

2006-09-27T00:21:00.000-07:00

wahaha.. did i look nice with perm hair??? today went to suntec nn walk walk.. then i went to buy the steam nn curl cordless curler cox ii was damn cheap.. it cost 10 bucks onli.. thinking whether wan to perm hair le.. see how ba.. since last year ii say till now.. hehehehe..

2006-09-25T00:24:00.000-07:00

tml sch reopen le.. damn sian.. need to see notes nn notes again.. but no choice got to buck up on my study.. if not ii repeat module sia.. ii don wan!!
left four more days.. so happy yet she bu de at the same times.. :)

2006-09-24T06:40:00.000-07:00

today went out with sabrina nn xiao michelle.. in the morn, we meet 10am at mrt.. wanting to take train to woodlands cox we r going there for checkup.. but in de end, we took her dad's car instead.. gdgd!! save transport fee.. wahaha.. but we rr damn suay lor cox when we reach there the clinic was closed.. argh!! then we went to causeway point de clinic.. OooO.. the checkup cost $21.. EXPENSIVE sia.. when we heard the price, we stand there mumbling, how to reject it.. in the end michelle say:"we consider first, maybe come back later!!"it was so pai seh.. but no choice cox it was expensive..

we aim for cheap cheap checkup cox we don noe can claim back how much.. so we went to admiratly de clinic.. it was those under HDB block de.. so we guess shu be cheaper.. indeed it was but overall mine cost a bomb lor.. it cost mii $26.. so xin ton my money!! sabrina nn michelle de cox $18 onli.. cox ii still need to eat antibiotics for four days..the doc said my white blood cell iis more than red blood cell, somemore my urine iis dirty..Oppss!!.. ask mii drink lots of water.. aiyo.. suay.. actualli the doc don wan sign the paper cox he wan mi go back checkup again then see how.. then ii say fri going to thai le.. then he said kk, mii sign for u..anyway also not a big matter ma.. hehe.. jux drink lots of water can le.. thurday still need to go back.. sian.. :( but don feel like going back. after the checkup, we went to khatib gym.. it was since a long time i didnt go there le.. we do gym for abt 3 hrs plus.. we did really go nn do... didnt slack cox we want to train to become more powerful.. jump high high nn thunder.. wahaha. ii mux be dreaming..

finished doing gym, we went to toilet, wanting to rest for awhile then bath.. so the three of us lye down one the seat nn relax.. suddenly mii mention of suana. then michelle become veri excitied sia.. she said she want to go suana cox she never go before.. mountain turtle.. hehe.. so she keep chanting nn chating said she wan to go, sa jiao somemore lor.. aiyo, really cant tar han her.. no wonder still small, so can ti liang.. hehe.. she jux keep begging us said go lah..at first, sabrina said don wan cox it was far nn she wan to go back hm slp.. nn for mii, u all shu noe mii iis anything nn somemore mii veri sian, so mii say go lor if not go back hm also nth to do.. in de end sabrina also agree.. think iis cox she cant tar han her noiseness ba.. then, michelle was damn happy nn keep saying faster go.. hehe.. michelle was damn funni nn cute lor..

we were lazy so we took cab.. the place was called span(jin cha ju le bu) which we used to have trg there. we rr lucky cox we met a hao hao taxi driver.. he jux shou wo men $7.50.. steady sia.. actualli the cost shu be $10-11 plus cox we took from khatib to tao payoh..can say this iis all thanks to michelle cox she told the uncle when $7.50 mux stopped the meter kk. he did pressed but the meter keep jumping.. wahaha.. then she keeping shouting nn begging uncle.. the taxi was filled with all her voice sia.. then uncle said if now u give mii $7.50 then ii off the meter.. at first we though he was bluffing us.. but he realli mean wat he said.. when michelle give him $10 then he give back her change while he was driving.. oooo, a bit dangerous. after that, he really off the meter.. so, we keep saying thanks, cox it save us some money.. yeah!!

reach span le.. we went straight to the toilet nn SUANA.. it was damn shiok nn we sweat alot.. gdgd, can jian fei.. if can mii wanna go many many times cox can slim down.. fat!fat!fat! so irritating.. KILL ALL FATS!! we suana for nearly 30 mins ba.. after that, went to bath. chong hao liang de gan jue zhen su fu.. sabrina was the first to bath hao so she went out first.. finished bathing, we went to join her. then, she was eating nasi lamak.. saw her eating made mii hungry. so mii n michelle went to buy too. it cost $1.50.. inside jux got one fish. walao, so stingy lor.. ii don like to eat fish so ii gave it to sabrina.. poor mii lor, jux ate the rice nn chilli.. but by eating the rice onli, made mii full le. so it still okie.. lastly, we went hm swt hm le.

nn that the end of my today story.. going out with them were interesting.. esp with xiao cha bo, michelle.. haha.. luvre uu guys.. let jia you together ba!! :)

2006-09-21T00:55:00.000-07:00

today in the noon abt 2.15pm mii went to hui jun's hse nn train..( take weights).. wahaha.. so lame hor.. then we two rr so pathetic that one dumbell two ppl share. but overall ii can say, i did train my muslce.. somemore, it was so near my hse nn it free. hehe.. after that mii pei her go choong pang took her spec..
then meet xiao michelle at yishun mrt cox we rr going for trg.. ooo we rr playing friendly against guys.. playing with them were much more fun.. hope this sat they can come pei us train.. you lian dao somemore hen hao wan.. hehe.. hmm.. today hear fro coach that we rr flying off at 29th sept instead of 30th sept.. omg!! it was damn fast.. still got eight more days nn ii was not in spore le.. you yi tian she bu de.. also, donnoe y.. hehe..
after trg mii, sab, val nn mic took cab hm.. cox we were tired nn lazy.. we alighted at sun plaza nn went to eat cup noodle.. then saw B.C.. feeling weird.. he smile at mii nn ii smile back.. like got a bit jia jia.. aiyo.. don care.. finished eating, mii nn mic went hm swt hm..

tml will be playing friendly again.. wahhaa.. against NYP n TP.. guess mux be fun ba.. :) so tml jux enjoy myself nn hope ii can play well..

2006-09-19T12:25:00.000-07:00

ytd mii jux did three things:
first: slack at hm till 4.35pm
second: went to vball trg nn train till 9.45pm
third: went to clementi nn eat, eat till 11 plus then went hm sweet hm

from tml onwards mii gonna traain hard cox ii wanna train back my li dao.. now, my li dao has decreased lots sia.. saddening!! mii wanna train back.. so whenever there iis free time, ii will go gym.. train nn train nn train.. determination!!

today will be going out with my poly mates.. wa, it's been a long time ii ddint see them le.. misses them lots. hope today will be a fun day although there rr onli four of us.. hexer, keli, tidus nn mii. let's enjoy ourseleves ba.. :)

messagess too all my dearie gals:
sorry that nowaday mii not free.. nn ii guess we didnt meet up for abt one week le ba.. erm, hope one day we can come out nn chi chat again.. :)
misses u all many many.. mux take care of urseleves kk.. don fall sick like mii.. wahaha..
see u galx soon!! mauckiee..

2006-09-18T13:00:00.000-07:00

it's been over a week
he left mii
with a broken heart
when my heart iis full of love
that wat my heart felt
till now
the pain, jux wun disappear
my heart wun love again
my heart is bleeding
there no more love
inside, the beat stop
my heart has turn into a stone
the light of my heart
cant u see
the light of my heart faded away

* love can be beautiful at times but happy moments r jux so short.
now, mii iis dying to forget all those happy cum painful moments.
nn carry on with my life..
to mii, relation is not impt anymore.
cox it left a deep scar in my heart.
ii was scared to get hurt again.

2006-09-18T00:52:00.000-07:00

when ii wake up in the morn. ii was feeling damn sick.. my head was pain nn feeling heavy.. having cough nn flu.. omg.. feeling terrible.. therefore, went back to slp for awhile. wake up again around at 11 plus.. eatt my porridge nn play com at the same time.. then meet js in the afternoon.. we jux meet up to chit chat lor..
getting from bad to worse, ii was having fever.. but heng now iis better now le.. can say thankx to js de xi xin zhou gu.. iif not ii die ar cox still need to go for vball trg nn check up this fri.. at nite, monster avis called mii again.. wahaha.. still got 5 more days nn he iis out of camp.. wanting to see iif he got become macho anot.. hmm.. kanna miisses him nn his entertainment too.. but guys bu yao wu hui hor, jux misses him as a friend.. hehe.. k lahh.. mii getting tired le.. continue blogging next time.. pls pray for mi hor.. mi wan to get well soon.. :)

for the time being
singlehood iis the best
cox ii scared ii will get hurt
iif ii fall in love again.

2006-09-17T02:10:00.000-07:00

ii was having lots of fun today.. the whole day ii was with NYP gals/guys volleyballers. mii went to watch jing ting they all play match(nyp vs american sch). meet them 12pm at marsiling.. great that they won (3-2), if not got a bit throw face cox actualli those ang mo not realli gd. but they put up a gd fight.

after that, we went to cine de long john silver makan. oOO.. i was damn hungry. actualli mii don feel like eating L.J.S cox ii was having cough nn flu but seem all want to eat, how can ii say no rite.. ii can say to be an outsider cox ii was onli the one from SP.. wahhaa.. but they treat mi gd..
then, we went to play pool till 7.30 pm cox we were watching movie(PULSE). overall, ii think that the moive was quite nice.. hmm.. i grade it abt 7 out of 10 ba..
finished watching the movie, we went to eat again. we wen to eat the wanton noodle which was quite popular in hereen de. wa.. mii nn shan were damn lucky, cox we were the last customers to buy. after eating, all of them went hm sweet hm. but mii n shan went back to smb de mac nn gossip. opps.. when ii step into mac.. ii saw B.C.. feeling uncomfortable. mii didnt even look at him twice..well, we jux pretend we didnt saw each other.. forget it.. let nature take its course ba..hai. few mins later, hui jun come join us too.. we three rr like shan ba po lor. wahha.. always like to gossip.. gossip till 1am then we went hm le..

going out wiith nyp gang was realli fun.. all were easy-going. felt comfortable nn happy when ii was with them.. well, maybe hope ii can go out with them more ba.. :)

2006-09-15T15:42:00.000-07:00

it's hard being best friend with a guy when u r a gal.
it is so much harder when u both start caring in a more-than-friends way.
the most painful thing that could ever happen is when u realize you're both better off without each other.

2006-09-13T10:30:00.000-07:00

.. today was quite a tiring day for mii..
wat i simply do was:
1.went to work at sizzler
2.after work go shop shop awhile at toa payoh
3. went to bishan to find jing nn walk walk
4.then go trg with michelle
5.trg ended at 9 plus
6.then we took jacket n pants but need to return back de.. saddening
7. meet jing at bishan
8.we went mac eat n tok cock
9.saw jin hui, hong tat, bobby n john
10.opps.. saw HIM walking pass mac but later he went in
11.i didnt look at him at all, i donnoe how i shu react
12. watt i do was jux looking at my hair.. wahha
13. tok till 12.30pm, all of us went home sweet home le
nn that how ii spent my whole day.. overall, was still quite okie.. :)

2006-09-12T13:35:00.000-07:00

feeling confused..
watt shu ii do??
how shu ii treat him now??
bu li ta or be normal??
ii realli donnoe..
ii admitted ii was angry but sad at the same times..
ii wish ii can hate him to core but ii think ii cant..
hai.. maybe time will heal everything ba..
yi tian yi tian de guo ba..
nn mii will always look on the bright side of my life .

TO:
all my dearie friends, no need to worry abt mii.
mii will be damn fine..
cox ii'm sure ii can overcome this..
nn live happily.
without guys also wun die de rite.. haha..
blessing too all those lovely couples:
jin kwang nn prem..cherryn nn xian zheng..wendy nn yuan huai..jing ting nn ah piao..
then mii will be waiting for my prince charming to appear.. wahaha..
take care guys!! loves u all lots lots.. muackiee..

2006-09-11T11:22:00.000-07:00

early in the morn mii went to 313 coffeshop eat.. with cherryn, xian zheng, ben and 313 uncle.. he treat us eat breakfast cox he jux open a new shop.. the food was quite nice.. after that, we went hm.. cox ii don feel like staying at outside..

finally we have a talk le.. nn the conclusion iis out.. thiis is wat ii saw in his msn nick: "ii was really sorry at this point of time, but ii really need monster more.. ii have decided le.." well, izzit that great for mii too. since ii have decieded to give up le. realli found it damn funni.. last time he used to break with von cox of mii then now he don wan mii cox of von.. hmm.. maybe he really need von more.. ii also donnoe.. haha.. the world was indeed funni hor!! but ii believe mii will get over it de.. nn ii will rite??

that the end of mii nn him de story..never ever wan to open up the saddening book again..
HUANG YUTING WILL BE A STRONG GAL N SHE WILL TAKE GD CARE OF HERSLF DE.. :)

2006-09-11T02:35:00.000-07:00

suddenly miiss a friend hu ii really treasure lots.. nn he was tan kok ping. hai.. also donnoe yy he don wanna tok to mii.. feeling so puzzled!! mii already try my veri best to tok to him but he jux ignore mii.. Y? Y? Y? y he mux treat mii this way?? ii realli like his company lots nn ii can say he was my best buddy. we used to spent times together.. tok cock..play..eat..etc..
but all has ended le. hai.. ii guess we haven been toking to each other for nearly about one year le ba. realli hope he will tok to mi one day.. praying for that day to come!!

saddening.. now also got a person bu li wo le.. hai. y?? y those friends hu ii treasure wan treat mii this way.. have ii done anything wrong?? first is kok ping follow by tidus then now iis zhi qing!! ii realli pray nn hope that everything can turn back to the past. although ii know it was diffcult.. ii will still keep on praying. cox maybe there a miracle!! :)

friends realli mean alot to mii!!

2006-09-11T01:20:00.000-07:00

i was lost..
my mind was blank..
never expect to hear those saddening thing..
hai~maybe is a gd thing on the other hand ba..
i really donnoe..

ytd ii was with johnson, rachel nn her boyfriend. ii meet him at ps then later we went to city hall. wa. he say mii grow fatter le.. omg!! mii now can join fatty club le. hhaha.. maybe ppl will feel weird yy i will meet him.. hmm.. jux meet him for chit chat lor cox long time no tok cock with him le.
actualli ytd was quite a fun day when ii was with them. but smt pop out.. i hear a saddening new which realli made my heart broken.. oOo.. wat mux i do?? how shu i react?? it was really a great ta ji to mi. but, it also made mii felt that wat the decision ii made was right.. nn ii will stay firm. never wan to turn back again. if ii were, ii will be the most bloody idoit fool!!
after rachel finished her work, we went to yishun eat.. if i'm not wrong iis kok howe's father de coffeeshop. after that, mii nn jonhson went to rachel's hse take chvis. we went drinking.. ooo.. this was the first time ii was damn drunk.. he say when ii was drunk ii keep on toking non-stop for 2 hrs.. hehe.. at that time ii mux be damn ugly, do many stupid things.

mii nn him chit chat alot of things that have been happening recently nn abt the past.. then i realise alots of things. hai.. if last time he told mii those things then the ending wun turn out in this way le..
he take gd care of mii.. he realli treat mii well.. feeling comfortable when ii was with him.. ii can feels that he still cares for mii.. he make mii smile when ii was down..BUT.. I wun go back ba.. as a friend, he was realli great. hope we can stay as friend till end. :)

kk.. hope all those bu kai xin de shi duo kuai dian xiao shi diao.. ii wan to be happy nn never think of those bu kai xinn de shi le.
huang yuting mux stay happy kk..

2006-09-09T15:06:00.000-07:00

mii have made up my decision le.. ii will stay firm nn never turn back.. i promise!!! so my dearie friends don worry abt mii.. mii wun be that stupid le.. thankxs lots, galx..
LOVES U ALL ALOT!!

2006-09-02T14:07:00.000-07:00

wa.. wat a long time, didnt update my blog le.. cox mii felt rather lazy nn ma fan to type those words.. hai.. this few days wo duo bu shi hen kai xin ba cox of something.. hai.. really wonder yy my closest friend will always leave mii.. realli is saddening.. but ii also cant do anything. :(

chalet iis coming soon.. left one more day!! hmm.. but guys.. ii realli need to apologize to uu all because mon nn tue ii will be going to vball.. sorry.. those trg, ii mux go de. realli sorry!! hope uu guys can understand.. but don worry, after my vball trg, mii will go back to the chalet de kk?? zhen de hen dui bu qi..

hope uu all can enjoy urself in the chalet.. LET'S ALL HAVE FUN BA.. :)

2006-08-27T00:22:00.000-07:00

haven been updating my blog for two days le.. well, ytd was a memorable day for mii.. jin hui, li shan, yong sheng nn mii went to clarke quay. actualli we went there is got purpose de( cant tell).. but in the end we also didnt...... hehe.. think, we reach there around 6 plus near to 7pm ba. mii nn shan took quite alot of pictures. we are like siao cha bo, run here nn there to take photos. yong sheng iis our photograpgher nn jin hui iis our handbag carier. wahaha.. it was damn funnn the lightings were so beautiful. then we went to indonesia resturant to eat cox we are damn hungry.. but when we reach there, the place was full. nn the woman say need to wait for 45 MINX!! sooooo long.. but we still want to wait cox we come so far jux to eat the food. nn if we don wait we can jux afford MAC cox the other resturants were damn expensive. so yong sheng write down his no. when there are seats available, the woman will call uss.

while waiting, we went to a shopping mall nn shop. actualli there nth much to shop de.then we saw a small shop selling chocolate. mii nn shan went to buy the chocolate cox we are CHOCOLATE LOVERS.. BUT each of us jux buy one choco cox it was quite expensive.. one small ball of chocolate already cox mii $1.25. i buy dark choco nn shan buy hazelnuts choco. it was delicious. think next time then buy again.. yummy..yummy..
i saw a small tiger keychain.. IT WAS DAMN DAMN nice but.. the price was super nice too.. it costs $43.. when i heard it, ii was realli shocked cox ii never expect such a small liittle keychain will cost that much. maybe it because it was handmade de ba. too bad ii cant afford it. sad.. :(

slack for quite a long time.. AUNTIE FINALLY CALL US LE. we were like er gui faster went there makan. we ordered 6 dishes which iis from a promotion menu de. we ordered : charcoal grilled chicken nn sotong, sambal stingray, kan kong, satay nn tofu.. but ii jux dare to eat chicken, kan kong nn tofu onli.. the charcoal sauce was damn delicious sia.. the 6 dishes can realii let u eat till full sia.. so next time then go together as a big group. eat finished le, we settle the bill. the bill cost: $67++. each of us pay $17, which ii think iis quite worth iit de.

then we proceed to ochard(cine) de e 2 max.. wa!! mii realli iis a noob sia cox donnoe got this place.. haha.. then mii suddenly think of js, so mii called him to ask whether he was working anot. too bad he didnt work.. mei you yuan fen ma.. he say he iis on his way hm. then shan ask him want to come anot?? then he say okie.. say till so steady tat he will reach in one hr time.. BUT in the end, all was bullshit sia.. he put our areoplane.. IDOIT.. still say go out didnt call him.. ask hm out le, then in the end also didnt come. e 2 max was a place where u can relax nn enjoy urself. uu can choose to book a room or play comouter games outside. then inside the room uu can watch dvd nn play computer games. wa!! amazing. realli worth it. feel like uu are at hm. we book the room for 2 hrs nn played till 12am plus.. luckily we get to board on the last train.. nn that the end of my happy day with them..

when ii reach smb, mii went to 313 nn find cherryn, xiang zheng, jin kwang nn ben cox we need to discuss about the chalet thing. wat ii can say iis, the conclusion iis still not out yet nn i think the matter iis getting from bad to worse le.. haizz.. this chalet iis reallli a great headache to us. "IT DRVING US CRAZY" !! how? how? how? ii realli hope all the 8 of us can meet up one day nn settle this matter fast.. if not, i guess war iis going to happen le.. may god bless us!!

ah mi tou fou!! ah mi tou fou!! ah mi tou fou!!

2006-08-24T10:54:00.000-07:00

another boring day have past.. however, today was much more better compared to past few days.
cox today mii nn cherryn went to play bball..
mii was being flooded by a big er yu's phone call in the morning.. oOO.. it was damn early lor.. i think the time is 7 plus nn ii jux slept for 3 hrs plus onli... feeling a bit irritated but of cox didnt dare show out lah.. wahaha..

then slack de whole afternoon nn meet up cherryn around 5 plus.. went to 322 play bball then continue our jounery to 359 cox uncle they all wanna play five-on-five.. we have no choice but to leave.. then we went to 359 de playground nn not bball court cox guess we go there also cant play ba.. ii think got zhi qing, ah mao, ah piao, wei cong, avis, ziwei, wei liang, yumei, ang gong siao, etc.. that all ii rmb.. hehe.. mii nn cherryn lend ziwei nn wei liang de bicycle.. wa.. we cycle till half of the sembawang.. then to blk 400+ nn sun plaza.. it was indeed cooling nn relaxing..

somemore can jie fei.. mii wanna slim down.. long time didnt play sport le soo become fat liao..
!!sADDENING!!

today was the day which i went hm so early... so guai sia!! wahaha.. mii reach hm at 9.45pm ba, ii guess. thenn slack again lor.. play com nn listen to music.. laxy to write le.. buaix buaix..

hai.. things arent right..alot of problems keep poping out!! y huh??? nn guys pls do take care of urself kk.. hope all the problems can SETTLE fast.. god bless us!!! amen!!

2006-08-24T00:50:00.000-07:00

well, wat i do everyday iis jux slack nn slack...
my daily rountine= go mac with prem they all nn play cards.
ytd nn today was doing the same thing lor.. damn boring!! so next week mii wanna go work le.. on the other hand, mii can earn money. mii LOVE money!! haha.. guess mii need to work extra hard.. iis because for the sake of the chalet, sure spent quite alot of money de.. so ii have no choice but to work, also mii don wanna take money from my mum..

today meet prem nn cherryn around 3 plus ba.. then the 3 of us bring lappy to mac.. although is a bit ma fan but bring lappy out iis better, cox other then play cards we can play lappy le.. then jin kwang, ben nn xian zheng join us later.. soo we play cards nn lappy till 10.30pm..

The same old thing: xiao kwang send prem hm..xian zheng send cherryn hm..ben send mii hm..

hmm. ..mii nn eryu have a great talk today.. can say quite long didnt talk in this manner le. well, wat we simply tok are abbt our probx nn chalet things.. actualli i noe that there are quite alot of misunderstanding in between us.. nn NOW, he don noe wat ii am thinking. hehe..so funni.. coox last time iiss mii then now iis him.. well, maybe my act let him felt that i hare care him.. BUt i realli don mean that way!! I DO CARE FOR HIM...maybe iis cox that time ii realli lost nn i donnoe wat i wann.. soo i treat him damn cold.. shu ii go on or let go??? this sentence keep flooding my mind.. ii was realli lost.. coxx ii know that if we are together, problems will sure keep poping out de.. nn for watt he say.." he wants aa gal hu realli understand her well nn she will know wat he wanna do or thinks whenever he move his finger"ii guess iis veri diffcult for mii ba.. haiz.. sorry for wat i had done for making him felt terrible.. actualli my heart feels pain too..

qi si wo zi dao ni yao de shi sen mo.. ke shi xian zai wo zhen de hen mao tun.. wo zhong jue de wo men zai yi qi, jiu shi yeo yi zhong guai guai de gan jue. ye she shi wo men zi jian yi ding hai hui yeo wen ti chu xian.. bu ran de hua, jiu shi wo xiang tai duo le.. zhong zhi gan jue jiu shi bu dui ba!!

whenn ii heard watt he sayy.. my heart soften.. nn suddenly ii wish to hold him tight..hmm, also don noe yy, jux feel that way.. ii noe he iis verii lonely nn he donnoe huu he can tok to.. also, he always cant get to slp in the nite.. all this ii noe.. jux that ii realli donnoe wat to say to him. mii also got lots of words wanna tell him buut my mind jux shut down whenever ii saw him. aiyo.. after today de toking.. my decision become a bit shaky le.. go on or let go?? go on or let go?? aiyo.. FAN AR!! guess xian yi tian yi tian de guo ba.. ruo guo shi wo de jiu shi wo de.. so let time nn fate prove everything ba.. :) kk mii put a full stop here le..

*my motto: don worry be happy!! be a happy-go-lucky person..

2006-08-22T14:05:00.000-07:00

HEADACHE!!HEADACHE!!HEADACHE!!
when ii wake up my head was damn pain sia.. aiyo.. drinking mux fu chu tai jia de lor..

wat cann ii say abt ytd lei.. funn?? sad?? interesting?? angry??
well, mii myself also donnoe.. mii went to party world with cherryn at around 7pm. but iis not only mii nn her.. wee went to join 313 uncle, jia sheng, ben nn xian zheng.. first time going with them to party world.. kinda feel so weird. actuallii mii don feel like going de.. but uncle ask mii go. then no choice lor, mux give him face ma!! hehe..
at first, mii n cherryn are damn pai sei. don dare to sing.. but slowly, we started to sing and ii think we sang abt 6 songs ba.. going to party world with them was quite fun.. esp iis ah sheng ar.. ora so high.. feel like he iis shouting more than singing ar.. wahaha..

aiyo.. uncle hor. always ask mii drink wth him. then drink lor.. i felt that my drinking skill improved le.. hehe.. actualii can sense that uncle is trying to hint mii smt..
UnCLE: mii will rmbb watt u told mii de nn think abt it.. :) thankx
we sing till 9 or 10 plus ba. don rmb le..

thenn we continue our drinking session at a pub( near smb park there de).. first time going to the pub sia.. but the pubb iis meant for uncle nn auntiee..
uncle order voka for all of us.. then we play da lao er.. lose de ppl drink.. myy cardds always so lousy lor.. ii guess ii drink abt 3 or 4 cups.. by that time.. mii got a bit drunk liao.. but overall, still can manage myself.. siao liao. this few days have been drinking.. oh no.. later going to have a beer belly le lah..haha..

after thee happy moment.. we went hm abtt 1am plux cox the pub was abtt to close le.. uncle, jia sheng nn elanie take cab hm.. then mii, ben, cherryn nn xian zheng walk hm. siao de lor.. damn far.. xiang zheng send cherryn hm.. left mii nn ben. then he walk mii hm lor.. i felt that he wanted to tell mii smt.. but... aiyo. donnoe lah..
on the way hm.. saw avis they all, they were cycling...hmm.. kinda felt shocked to see them.
walking a distance, mii reach hm le.. nn that the end of my day.. went to coma..

*xian zai hai bu xiang tan ai qing.. yi tian yi tian de guo ba!! zhi yao ta jia kai xin jiu hao le.. :)

2006-08-21T08:55:00.000-07:00

*izzit myy nephew iis cute.. cutiee pie!!*

reach ah ma hse around 3pm.. wa, we r the first ones to reach sia. SO EARLY!! at ah ma hse was quite boring, cox nth to do.. so, mii went to slp. ZZzzzZ.. think mii wake up at 5 plus ba.. thenn, mii went to play with my nephew.. ooOO.. he is so cute.. blur blur de.. myy cutiee pie..
mii, da jie nn xiao mei took quite alots of pics with him..

somemore, we three sistax also took pics of ourselves.. we took till our mouth so suan yet fun.. hehe.. thiis is the first time we all took pics till so happy. think we have taken more than 20 photos. then went hm at 9pm.. overall, it was a fun nn enjoyable day.. hope it will happen more in the future..

=my oath to uu=
when uu are sad...mii will dry ur tears.
when uu are scared.. mii will comfort urr fear.
when uu are worried..mii will give u hope.
when uu are confused..mii will help uu cope.
and when uu are lost..and cant see the light.
mii shall be urr beacon..shining over so bright.
thiis is my oath..i pledge till thee end.
why uu may ask??because uu're my friend.

2006-08-20T11:35:00.000-07:00

too tiredd to write all the thingss.. watt i doo ytd was:

*slack at hmm till five plus..

*then meet prem nn cheeryn at mos..

*later ben, jin kwang,wendii,yuan huai,xian zheng came..( first time all present sia) :)

*at abt 7 plus, mii went to meet poly friend... wendii nn yuan huai go makan...ben went to work..

*then the rest continue to stay at sp.. shu be playing cards ba.. daily rountine..

*meet hexer at jurong mrt.. went to buy cake for keli mei, cox is her birthday..

*join tidus nn keli nn junjie(hexer's bro) at ice palacce..

*we all go makan.. then went to tidus hse..

*then we drink nn laugh nn have fun till four plus in the morn..

*lastly, went back hm at 10am..

that de end of my day..
later goiing ah maa hse.. IS HER BIRHTDAY!! HAppy birhtday ah maa!

2006-08-19T01:00:00.000-07:00

finally, my holiday have arrived le.. waited for so long.wahahaha.. today was my last exam. yupiee.. free from sch le.. but the math exam was quite diffcult sia. hmmm.. don noe can pass anot lei. hope so ba.. hai.. i aim de 70 morkz fly away le.. sian.
GOD BLESS MII PASS KK!!

after my examz.. i went to meet black chicken, colin nn a guy(donnoe how to spell his name).. then we all go to celes de bbq party.. at there was quite boring cox nth to do.. but no choice have to wait till celes cut her cake. wat ii simply do was slack nn eat lor.. hehe.. wanna become a fat pig le!!

went hm at abt 12 plus.. black chicken de friend come smb park fecth us sia.. so steady!! hehe.. it was soo nice so him too.. drive mii hmm.. thankx.. :)

kk.. now playing msn n listen to music.. awhile later ii going to operation le.. soo stop here ba..
nitexx nitexx guys..

*mii will always bee there forr uu, guys.. i promise!! :)

2006-08-18T08:30:00.000-07:00

guess everyone shu be slping now ba!!
cox now is still damn early.
mii is tired but cant get to slp.. aiyo..
ytd was quite a boring n slacking day for mii.. actuallii plan to go mac with prem to study.. but in the end, mii also didnt study at all. cox not in the study mood ba.. (-_-)ZZzz
hmmm.. see jin kwang nn prem so happily together.. realli wei ta men gao xin.. both of u mux treasure each other k. don REpeAT tHE hiSTory hor!! wahaha.. guess also wun de.. rite??
we realli slack the whole day sia.. wat we simply do are: eat..play cards..eat..play cards.. aiyo.. in the future we can be super duper du gui le.. everyday also play cards.. hehe..
time files realli fast..
ytd was daxiao pinky de first month anniversiary.. great to see them still happily together. guys, whenever u two encounter probx, mux calm down nn solve k.. nn pls try to control urs TEMpER hor!! :)

hmmm.. saw him again le. still feeling weird.. haave nth to chat with him. but at least we got tok a few words. then around 7.25pm ba.. he went to work. great to see he working cox i rather he spent his time working nn earns money instead of slacking everyday. 'O' level is coming le. hope he will study!!

today iis my math exam.. u guys mux pray for mii hor!! haha.. mii suddenly felt that i was veri guai lei. cox ytd after ii reach hm, ii actualli go STUDY my math. maybe iis cox, maths iis my favourite subject nn the math cher treat mii so gd. so mii don wish to dissappoint her ba. MII aim to SCORE 70 markx above.. hope ii reallii can!! pray hard..
okie.. mummi wan go rest le.. continue later.. ZzZzZzzz

=*mii will always be there for uu, guys.. ii promise!!*=

2006-08-17T01:20:00.000-07:00

wat aa tiring day for mi.. mii haven been slping well for the past few days. nn my "hei yuan quan"is getting darker nn daker. OMg!! soo ugly.. :(

today iss myy semster exam for ditigall electronics. haizz.. ii think ii will fail baa. cox watt ii study juxx comee outt few qns niaa. headache ar!! But HENG before the exam, keli meii meii got teach mii some topics. if not ii die till veri nann kan ar.. thankss mei.. :)

II dOn WAn Repeat Myy Module.. bobe!! bobe!! *ah mii touu fonn* godd bless mii...

finished exam le, mii go meet prem at mac.. then i saw two cha bo . they r so guai, studying sia.. wahaha..
BUT after awhile, we started to gamble le.. we R mAd.. we started to play cards fromm 7 plus to 10.20pm . at abtt 9 plus, da pinky nn mr er yu came mac find uss. all of us play till you shuo you siao. then, 10.20pm we all go hm.. er yu walked mii hm.. still feeling weird when ii was with himm. donn noee watt to tok with him. haizz. juxx so sorry..
K lah.. mii wanna go coma le.. continuee tmll ma.. nite guys..

在我眼里，友情是多麽的珍贵。。我真的好害怕失去你们每一个人！！你们一定要好好珍惜自己。不要再让我担心你们了，好吗？？

2006-08-15T23:00:00.001-07:00

Never expected to have aa blogg..cox ii felt thatt it wass soo ma fan!! Also, ii was lazYy to update the blogg. But thee siao chaa bbo(wendiii tay) said help mii to create. So, mii give her facee lor.. wahahaha.. anyway, thanks for helping mi. muackie..
Now, then i noee that blogging is also verii fun. So exciting!! also don noe y. jux felt that way.
Mii have been studying fro 2pm plus till now.. BUT still haven finish studying. left with 8 more slides. hai. WHEN WILL I FINISH STUDYING?? feeling so tired n unwell.. scared i will fail.. i don wan to REPEAT MODULE. think i can jux try my best lor.
GOD bLESS MII KK!!! :)
Many things happened recently. hai.hai.hai.Y like that??
realli was aa bad month for the 8 of us.. rite guys!! But, i believe all the probx cann be solve de. Mi will always look on the bright side!! u guys too k..
LETS praY everything will be over ba!!
mi got lots of things to say but now i don have the time.. COX I NEED TO STUDY. (GUAI hor..wahaha) well, update blogg again when i am free ba.. sign off le.. luvre u guys realli lots!! muackiee.

*mii will always be there for uu, guys.. ii promise!!* :)